Why do I think so much? April 25, 2009
Posted by kat in : Living with Bipolar Disorder, ECT (electroconvulsive therapy), bipolar disorder, mental health, Depression, Adhd, General , add a commentOkay, I did not know that all of this “blog” stuff was going to be on the internet where people could read it. I’m also kinda pissed, since I have written posts and nobody has made any comments….. What a waste of time. Then again, it seems like anything I do is a waste of time. Why do I think so much? My mind never shuts up…EVER. I am always thinking, and usually it is about something that I am anxious or worried about, which is EVERYTHING!
Okay so now that I have announced to the world that I am a neurotic, anxious, crazy person I may as well keep on going. If you have read my previous posts you should know that I have bipolar disorder along with a few other lovely “mental” disorders. I have been undergoing ECT (electric SHOCK therapy) for almost 2 years. My story is very complicated, and if I were reading this blog I would probably not want to read the unabridged version. Especially because of my ADHD, I would get too bored…So, again I am thinking too much. What I would really like to do is tell everybody to go screw themselves and leave me alone. Plain and simple, I just don’t like people. There are a few exceptions, but for the most part I would rather just be left alone. I get tired of people asking me stupid questions like “how did you get bipolar disorder”? What a bunch of dumb asses….If I knew how I got it, I probably would’nt have taken it! I really have to stop now, just because I am getting a bit anxious. There is more to come…. Soon.