http://krazykat5150.psychcentral.net My chaotic world with undiagnosed mental illness.... Fri, 16 Oct 2009 03:52:09 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en Okay, I did not know that all of this "blog" stuff was going to be on the internet where people could read it.  I'm also kinda pissed,  since I have written posts and nobody has made any comments..... What a waste of time.  Then again, it seems like anything I ... http://krazykat5150.psychcentral.net/2009/04/25/why-do-i-think-so-much/ I am finally back.  This last time I quit, because I didnt, and still dont understand how to use this stuff.  I am very challenged when it comes to understanding how to use these programs.  I dont know what will happen to this post. I dont know where it will ... http://krazykat5150.psychcentral.net/2008/10/29/the-chatterit-never-stops/ Its funny, I have been reading over these posts I have written and they sound sooooo sad, hopeless and pathetic. That is actually how things were for me for a long time.  And I probably would have continued with the same thing, and the same attitude had several things not ... http://krazykat5150.psychcentral.net/2008/02/23/its-time-to-start-over/ This bipolar thing has really turned my life upside down. I know I've had it all my life, but it wasnt until the last 2 years that I have felt like my life was all but taken away from me.  I had a major meltdown ending in a horrible 8 ... http://krazykat5150.psychcentral.net/2008/02/12/i-dont-know-who-i-am/ I am really frustrated with this blog stuff. I am not stupid, but how the hell am I supposed to understand all the lingo of how to make this stuff work?  I came here to talk about MENTAL problems, specifically BIPOLAR DISORDER.  I found this blog thing through the psychcentral ... http://krazykat5150.psychcentral.net/2007/09/09/oh-come-on/ I wish I could go back in time.  I wish I didnt have to be a bipolar addict. I guess I had no choice.  I hate when people say stuff like "well, you chose to be like that".  How the heck do they know?  If I could have a life ... http://krazykat5150.psychcentral.net/2007/08/26/what-would-life-be-like-without-having-to-deal-with-this/ I just am having a weird week. I have had alot of stressors that have caused my moods to be all over the place.  The thing is that with me, sometimes I forget to take my meds, and sometimes I just feel like the world is just too much.  I ... http://krazykat5150.psychcentral.net/2007/08/20/life-is-weird/ I am 42 years old, and have been through rehab three times. The third time I actually stayed clean for a year.  During that time I went through the worst depression ever.  Then came the mania and the mixed episodes. My rehab counselor sent me to my pMD and I was ... http://krazykat5150.psychcentral.net/2007/08/14/hello-world/